Diary of an Ascending Addict

About this Blog

This is it. The boiling point.

No, you are not going crazy. This is it.

The world seems on the verge of imploding in on itself, and in a very real sense it is. Not in a giant mushroom cloud like many fear. Not in an apocalyptic, biblical, end times Armageddon, but as a dual, separate, controlled 3D matrix of pervasive suffering. Gaza, Congo, Sudan, among others, concentrate particularly hideous expressions of the conflicts raging within humanity. Lands of living hell on Earth. But they’re also the contrasting darkness, the cracks where light is flooding in.

At the exact time a baby is dying of starvation, another one is born. At the exact time one person is tortured, another reaches the stars. That’s duality for you. Is it unfair? Depends on the vantage point you’re looking from.

This blog talks about addiction, my personal experience of this chronic condition and the impact it has on my awakening. But addiction is not the main topic of this diary. I started it May 5th 2025 to essentially document the Ascension of Gaia and Humanity.

A new age is here, a new dimension and a new Earth are being birthed. And what we are witnessing now is the boiling point, when water turns to liquid fire. The last pangs of a dying, decaying system, right before the birth of a brand new paradigm, a brand new humanity. A brand new Gaia.

I’m exhausted just like you. I’m anxious and deeply sad just like you.

But I’m also hopeful just like you.

I know this is the transformation, the metamorphosis, the ascension, just like you?

I’m filled with light, oftentimes hindered by darkness, experiencing void, just like you.

But I’m here and I’m trying. I’m doing my best. Just like you.

Disclaimer:  I’ve created this blog to share my personal experience. It is for informational purposes only. I am not a doctor or any kind of medical professional, my blog does not intend to substitute professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment.